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2010年3月28日星期日

Still NOT in the mood

Still not in the mood of doing anything..
Not even listen to what lecturers mumbling.. ($#^@$^%^$#%@~~?)
Not even doing my lab reports that are going to due.. (signal, digital!)
Not even wish to touch my assignments.. (signal, digital, analogue!)
Not even touch my lecture notes.. (I do not need a hypnotist/hypnotiser whatever)
Not even think of those formulas.. (..... Can't remember any of them.)
Not even feel like entertaining those FAKERS.. (DON'T BE SO FAKE LIAO LA PLS!)
Not even feel like quarreling with [THE] BITCH.. (YOUR MOUTH STINKS!)
Not even touch my guitar.. (How the hell am I going to improve then??)
And not even update my blog.. (It's been a week since the last update.)
Just keep eat, PPS and sleep, eat, PPS and sleep...
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Suddenly feel that "HE" is so GODDAMN BLOODY HELL FUCKING irritating lately..
I think only enduring all the way is not a good idea..
Have to do something then..
But what should I do?
A big big buku lima for him?
Chop him into half?
Slice him into thousand pieces?
Or mince him till...? * evil grinnnns~ *
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Seriously, I like to doodle every table that I use before [as a proof? xD]
This is not a good attitude so.. small kids please don't learn k? =)
I do not know why but I just like to scribble scribble n scribble whatever that comes into my mind. So when you see any doodled-table, it might be the 1 that I used before. Haha..
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A presentation on tuesday, part of the Pendidikan Moral assignment.
It's a drama, about family issues caused by Facebook.
Thanks and BRAVO to all my groupmates, you all did it very well!
Especially ma(aHui) n Nicole(aBun).. sacrifice a lot for our drama..
This is my pa n ma..

Haiz.. I can't get the chance to take a photo with my gf - Nicole(aBun)..
He's so damn gorgeous on that day.. Even me also got a big shock xD..
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Yesterday night aShin caught the flu n today got sorethroat..
Hopefully he can recover soon ler..
Now still got many reports, exams and assignments are still waiting for us..
Don't tumbang 1st.. xD..

2010年3月21日星期日

无聊的周末

这两天一直自我埋葬在PPS里面..
偷心大圣PS男,秋香怒点唐伯虎,康熙来了..
大兵小将,学校霸王花(韩),72家租客,花田囍事2010..
之前错过的电影都追回来了..
一直看看看,看到我八只眼睛..
没心情动书本..没心情睡觉..
没心情玩线上游戏..
没心情上面子书鸡婆人家的东西..
好无聊阿~

2010年3月20日星期六

变胖了

完蛋咯,连我外婆的老花眼都看得出我胖了很多..
真的得节制一下了..

这几天就是一直睡睡睡睡睡..
唉,生活糜烂的人..

2010年3月17日星期三

祝福你~

心中怀着满满的祝福写这帖…
我不晓得什么唯美的词汇,什么深奥的字眼…
我没有那些很绚烂的文采,没有丰富的表达能力…
但是这帖里的字里行间,一字一句,都怀着真诚…
如果你看到的话,先向你问个好…
如果没看到的话,也祝愿你安好…
明天要离开了是吧?
抱歉,刚才本来想绕过去找你的…
但是想想你应该在忙着收拾东西吧,所以就打消了那个念头…
没关系啦,以后肯定还有机会再见的!
这几天看见你博客里头所写的忧虑,弄得我也担心起来了…
不过回头想想,这对你来说算什么?
中学时期谈得来的女性好友不多,你是其中一个…
你的强悍我也见识过了,可不是盖的哦…
所以被人欺负是不太可能的… 呵呵,别欺负人就好…
况且你也很容易和别人打成一片,所以没什么好担心的啦…
但是毕竟你孤身到另一个完全陌生的国度…
风俗习惯,语言文化,生活作息等,都不一样了…
你得好好照顾自己的健康和安全哦…
上帝会代替我们所有的人看着你的…
所以,发生什么事情,告诉他就可以了… 知道吗?
很羡慕你,因为在你身上我看到了我梦寐以求的东西…
是能够做自己要的东西… 是自由… 是这样吗?
这一去就五年了是吧?
也好,出去闯一闯,你学到的肯定比任何人来的多…

好吧,就这样…
嘉恩,祝福你咯~

2010年3月14日星期日

反省·第一章——原谅与包容

原谅是三小,我到现在还不知道。

最近我发觉我妹真的长大了。她懂得我不知道的东西,能够做到我所不能做到的。我真的不明白,为什么她能够对一个时常伤害她的人有说有笑,好像没事发生那样。我继续观察了好一阵子,但是我怎么都想不通。有一天我问她:“她那副德性,你怎么还能忍受?”她想了想,回答道:“如不是这样,还能怎样?说到底,她还是我们的妈妈。”然后掉头就走出房间。

我心想,难道她这样不过分吗?每天这样羞辱,难道都没感觉的?说实在的,我很难真正讨厌一个人,但能够让我产生厌恶,憎恨的人,世界上就只有她。(停顿了几分钟,真的不知该如何形容那般恨之入骨的感觉,算了。)

从小,谁对我做过什么东西,我都记得清清楚楚。我不会生气,也不会报复。但是它就像一根刺永远扎着,一看见当事人就会想起这事。我很想忘记,但就是没办法。可能这就是我没办法交到知心朋友的原因吧,一旦某个人做了什么事,我会永远记得。就算是以后关系变好了,我也会保持一定的距离,以免同样的事再次发生。(中学的辅导老师说我的自我保护心态过强,这不见得是一件好事。)

我不喜欢受伤,更不会让自己受伤。但事实上,要长大,就得学会忍痛,然后学会疗伤。很多宝贵的东西,珍贵的教训,也是受伤后换回来的。但是我就是没办法过得了自己那关。当人家试着要靠近我的时候,我就会本能地画一条界线,谁都不能跨过。不只是伤害过我的人,就算没有伤害过我的,而且是个很值得交的朋友,我也会跟他保持一定的距离。依稀记得,也因为这样,我错过了好几段珍贵的友谊,甚至爱情。

我不明白为什么,有些人就能够那么坦诚地面对人。难道他们都不怕在别人面前自揭疮疤,让别人看见自己的弱点而趁虚而入?在别人面前我不会做假,但我更加不会被人看见真面目。其实我很多缺点,多得数不完。但是我都尽量不让别人捉到,以免又中招。

说说自己吧,就算是我曾经对别人造成的伤害,我也很难原谅我自己。尤其记得中四所发生的那件事,到现在我还耿耿于怀。我时常问自己,如果我没有当众说出那样的话,我现在跟他应该是很好的朋友吧?虽然最后他说了无所谓,但是我还是很自责,甚至很后悔。因为我会认为,那件事会在他的心中留下一根刺。当一见到我时,就会想起来了。应该是这样吧?

我非常明白,人非圣贤孰能无过的道理。但我不明白,人们真的能够忘记别人对他们所造成的伤害?我不会忘记,但我不会报复,只是永远记在心里。这是不能原谅别人的心态吗?如果不是,那么原谅又是什么?我会继续努力地学习如何原谅,如何包容。我要长大,做个大人。

后记:这是第一篇的反省篇,时常反省有助于提升自己。此外,并祝今晚拉曼大学的辩论队伍能够夺冠。

2010年3月8日星期一

Halia Grill *burp..*

A great dinner with Uni friends yesterday at Halia Grill. It's a nice place with great food.. xD.. Don't really know how to describe them in detail, because that's the 1st time I get to know most of the food. (LOL.. I never been to those high class place before mah..) N that was the 1st time I ate beef n lamb(shh..) Don't let my mum know or else I will be murdered.


The food that attracted me the most on that day --> Chocolate Fruit Dip!!
Seriously, very nice lar... ><"'

We took some photos before leave the restaurant:

I only upload two photos for now. Others will be uploaded next time.. =)

After that, we went Feeling Cafe because it's only about 10.30pm (if not mistaken). The night's still young and we had fun till 12am. Syok! xD..

For further details of the restaurant, please CLICK HERE.

2010年3月4日星期四

Another trivial stuff

TADA~~!!!

Muahaha.. Shocked? Don't worry, this is not a ghost. Thanks to Shiang for the mask, but my BIG head seems like a bit "out of bound". = ="' I'm wondering that, is there any bigger sized mask that suits big head like me?

2010年3月1日星期一

A better day

Woke up at 6.40am, prepared to attend a super BORING 8am lecture. Feelin kinda weird cuz normally the sky is still dark at 7.15am, but it's red today. That's awesome!

Met my NEW MAMA(Jia Seng) after the lecture. We were having a chat and suddenly a message arrived his handphone - a part time job available, 3 person needed, 1~8pm, RM80. Woohoo.. How lucky.. n I grabbed 1 of the vacancies. It's a duno what bla-bla ceremony held in Celcom Tower. Nothing special, nothing tough. Only some odds and ends to do. However, MAMA had to wear the stupid Choi San(wealthy god) costume. Quite suffer hor~~? xD.. Eh but seriously he looked quite good after putting on that thingy.

Today's earnings:

RM80 cash
+
McD coupon x5
+
a so goddamn beautiful chinese painting from 1 of the LaoShi in the ceremony
+
a peaceful mind(due to the absence of her voice)
+
a new MAMA(LOL)
..
This is the painting that I got from the LaoShi.. Nice leh~~