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2010年2月28日星期日

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现在的心情怎么形容…
不知道…
很辛苦…
里面在哭…
外面流不出泪来…

我也不知怎么形容…
心中的憎恨…
愤怒… 伤心…

我很怕有一天我倒下去…
崩溃…

突然没心情写了…
一个词做总结,心碎…

2010年2月25日星期四

小小感触

刚看完2小时20多分钟的“艋舺”…
不错看,挺有fu… 在此写下一些小小感言…

若我是蚊子,能够重新选择的话
我依然会拉着你伸出的手
一起跨过那道墙…
不会后悔…
因为找到了真正的友谊…

即使我们上一代的恩怨
让你得作出一些选择…
伤害我们,还有其他的人…
不要后悔…
我们仍有真正的友谊…

你横起心来了…
子弹发出,打在我身上…
但我看见你的手在颤抖
泪在流…
相信你的心也一样痛…

我勉强张开双手…
你抱着了,但我捅你一刀…
当时你选择相信…
因为这是真正的友谊…

很可惜,我不是蚊子…
我找不到真正的友谊…
曾经掉进好几个陷阱…
好几个圈套…
也曾经伤害了人…
很懊悔,但是太迟了…

表面的嬉笑应酬有时很累…
而我的演技也不好…
相信人家也看得出
这是虚情假意,逢场作戏…
但你以为我很开心吗?不!

我何尝不想坦诚以对…
何尝不想撕下那可恨的面具…
但现实让我看见了…
让我望而却步…

有时心里的垃圾桶满了…
垃圾不小心溢出来…
我也只能自己掉泪…
把溢出来的垃圾吞回去…
不然就以电脑麻醉自己…
暂时逃到另一个世界…

但是梦醒了,擦擦眼睛…
我又回到了现实…
没有我梦想拥有的家庭…
没有我期望达到的成就…
更没有一个能够偶尔走进我的世界…
听听我的牢骚,借个肩膀靠靠的人…
坐在孤独的角落,我什么都没有……

2010年2月19日星期五

最近处于“一点点发情期”状态

As titled… 很痛苦下… 很难控制下… 怎办… xD
刚才看到一个以前就觉得很有感觉的人… 的profile…
觉得心痒痒的… 很难忍…
没关系,学杨果,做操很有用下…

一二三四清心寡欲
二二三四无欲则刚

三二三四丢脸事小

四二三四赔钱事大


2010年2月17日星期三

虎年的第一个噩耗

真没想到,这么快,这么突然。。
她讲课时丰富的表情,多变的音调,比手划脚的样子。。
记忆还很清晰地留着,人却这么快走了。。
虽然我和她的交流不多,但无可否认的,她是一个很好的讲师。。
遗憾。。
遗憾这世上少了个好人。。
遗憾UTAR少了个好讲师。。
遗憾刚出生的小生命少了个妈妈。。

Ms. QuahCI,永在我们的怀念中。。
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2010年2月16日星期二

New header

Suddenly feel like changing the header.. due to "TOO SIEN" = ="'
Spent 3hrs on doing it.. Um, quite ok i think..
Bid farewell to my previous header =X..[P/S: I do not own the pics!! Just editing them to become my header =P]

Cannot tahan ady

Today is the [3rd day of CNY aka. 5th day of holiday] but I already feel like staying in HELL for thousands of years. I cannot stand them anymore.. those CB bitches larhh!!! Faster school reopen leiii!!! I'm so tired of quarreling ady... even CNY also can't give me a break mehh??! Mahai chibai seisohai.. Really hate those bitches!!! I guess I will kisiao before this 1 week holiday ends. Zzz!!

[LOL.. lets go to Mahai camp site]

2010年2月14日星期日

Reunion dinner of CNYeve2010

Simple but tasty. A peaceful 15mins reunion dinner, without any voices and noises. No one got angry, no one laughed, no one talked. Quietly enjoyed the food, quietly cleaned the table after eating, quietly washed the dishes. The atmosphere is as usual, the difference is just everyone was trying to avoid any quarrel during the dinner and I took 5mins longer than usual to finish the dinner. That's my reunion dinner for this CNY eve.

2010年2月13日星期六

Update update le woi...

It has been a while since the last time I was here. Um, quite a lot of changes had been done to myself within this period. This would be quite a long post so you have to be patient enough to read.

I'm currently in the "half-quit-W3K" mode, thanks to those sohai + tidak bertamadun Singaporean. W3K EN and CN server merged on the 9th of Feb. Once the server merged then they keep on bullying players from CN just because they don't understand English WTF??!! Seriously I don't think their English level is as good as what they thought LORHHH, OK?? They have even more grammatical mistakes than me when chatting (or quarelling) LOL.. As u all know my English isn't that good anyway. Tipu makan saja ~ Haiz.. but kesian those friends that I knew from the game lo.. ><"' "conclusion for the paragraph: W3K SUXXXXX LAARHHHH !!!!"

Hohoho... the next thing is, I changed my pet phrase from 踩啦踩啦!! to 发烧!! LOL.. ah Shin kokor.. got copyright de k? xD ~~ Later I sue you then you know. Pay me RM10B LOL..

I'm totally broke this month!! I never spend so much money within few days, like what I did lately. XIN-TONG ar~ Lets do some calculation:

+
+
+
FES MUSIC CLUB MEMBERSHIP FEE - RM10.00
+
CNY HAIR CUT - RM17.00
(I'm ugly so no photos LOL)
=
RM 594.00
[Note: expenses below RM10.00 are excluded.]

Damn lo, spent so much money. Nearly RM600 WTF.. Few days ago I joined Music Club. The reason is, music is part of my interest and dream as I wanted to learn since I was small, and now I'm going to make it become true. I give myself a period of 1 year to learn guitar. I must learn well within this period!! Not forget to thank my very very good friend Chee How for helping me to get my first guitar.

I bought my 1st WAX today. I also don't know why but my strong feeling forced me to buy it. Haha~ an excuse. Never use b4 + not really sure how to use, hopefully won't end up ruinning my hair LOL.

Tomorrow is CNY eve, an important day for Chinese, and will be having reunion dinner at night. (I guess) that might also be my 1st reunion dinner with only 3 people eating together, 1st CNY without going anywhere, 1st peaceful and lonely CNY with my computer. Time flies, years passed, everything has changed.. Haix.. Speechless. (Don't wish to recall back those unwanted memories)

Wish whoever that is reading this post, a happy and prosperous CNY.. Gotta continue the stupid Moral assignment, that's all for now.