Whhhhat a christmas..

Went to a gathering at Pn. Koh's place. Met 3 juniors and 1 of them was cute. LOL.. Can't remember much about what had happened there but I remembered that I ate a lot. Not only that, I also TAPAU-ed quite a lot after the gathering.. *paiseh~*

During the journey of going back home, I had a long chat with Pn. Koh and I found that most of the good teachers left ChongHwa, which is a sad thing. 95% of the teachers that I could list out their name, all gone!(including Pn.Lau.. zOmg?!) Besides, Malays are getting more and next year will be only 3 teachers teaching Chinese in the afternoon session. I'm not racist or what but, Malay teachers gave me a very bad impression since most of them that I met are super duper lousy. I wonder what will happen next year and how would they undergo the hard time? Actually *in my opinion* ChongHwa had becoming worse after our previous principal (Mr.CFS) retired. Not to deny, Pn. Lau was a very good principal too but she could hardly control ChongHwa, I guess? Haiz.. Hopefully the new principal would do something to save ChongHwa lurrrr ~~~~

I'm learning Japanese language these few days to fill up my EMPTY holiday. Damnshit lurr.. it's already 4 days but i still can't remember all the Hiragana well. Anyway, it's a *self-learning* Muahahaha.. Now I could speak some simple phrases, greetings, questions and etc.. but that's not enough! *Hur hur.. im greedy..* Actually I have a very big interest in learning Japanese language, just that I don't have a chance to do so. *sigh*
I'm looking forward on my 3rd year of degree cuz I will be having Japanese language as 1 of my subject! And then, I will try to find opportunities to go to Japan. Maybe to further my studies [OR] work [OR] travel [OR] whatever ... I really wish to go there arrrgh.. ><"'

热脸贴冷屁股

真的很不好受，把自己弄得整个笨蛋似的。想起来觉得自己很可悲。

UTAR真的有够烂！我登记了的时间又爽爽跟我换掉。他妈的草枝摆。这就是我明年的懒趴时间表：
死UTAR，真的很后悔读这间。

有点down，有点愤怒

这几天心情不是很好。除了对朋友的愧疚，对考试的惶恐、惧怕，对自己的不满、自责，还有对某人的愤怒、无奈、失望。饿了自己两天，感觉很好。。。这样就没力气再想那么多。本想约个朋友去吃吃些东西，因为明天考试，不过还是算了。加油，继续饿下去。。。

你妈的夭寿狗杂种，是你威胁我不要吃的，现在不要假假拿盘狗粮出来放着几分钟又收回去。好假，看了连上个礼拜的食物都想吐出来。你那些狗杂种吃的我可受不起，吃了都会短命好几年。不然像上次酱，自己脸皮厚厚逼我吃，吃了还要酸我讲没骨气？不错，我倒想试试看我这次可以饿几天，反正又不是第一次。

你除了会弄些狗粮塞人家的嘴巴，还会什么？看看你自己，真失败，真悲哀。。不错，所以现在我知道了你不让我自己弄吃的原因。是想我吃你那些狗粮吧？放心，吃不久的了。你等着瞧！

衰到。。。。

今天，一个鸟人帮我剪了个鸟头。真的鸟到我都不敢见人了！我只是跟他说，最近天气热，剪短些。怎知脱下眼镜，带上去的时候就这样了。。。啊~~~~

然后今天是我阿姨的生日，刚去了她的生日会。。呵呵，吃得很饱。。

等死

明天的考试完蛋咯！！！
伤心。。。T___T

无法忘记

真的无法忘记那四天。
漫画般浪漫的四天，电影般激情的四天。
从没想过这种事情会发生在我身上。
可惜的是，结局一点都不精彩。

无法忘记，14/5/08。。。

惜缘

刚才泡完韩片"天才宝贝"发觉，原来爸爸也可以很爱孩子的…电影看到最后，说真的我都快哭出来了。

很感动，希望全天下大爸爸都要像他那样疼爱自己的孩子。以后的我肯定不结婚，因为婚姻是个很恐怖的东西。但是我应该会收养一个，毕竟我很喜欢小孩子。小时候看着他可爱的样子，什么烦恼都忘了。我也不会担心迟到睡不醒，因为他会很准时，一大早就会哭了。长大了些，陪他到游乐场玩耍，多么快乐。之后陪他做功课，煮东西给他吃，伤心时陪他聊聊天。呵，想得太远了。

----- 换个话题 -----
约11.30电影看到一半，突然接到爸爸打来的电话。很巧对吗？真的就这么巧。恰巧家里没人，所以我才能够跟他讲电话。坦白说很久没听见他的声音，真的都不认得了。聊了一会儿，可以感觉到他很想我们。我留了个电话给他，也告诉他我对他不满的地方。老实说，我也知道这不完全是他的错，但是事情演变至此那又能怎样？自上次法庭外那件事以后，现在总算释怀了一些。

我真的很希望像其他人一样，有一个美满的家庭。奈何命运不让我拥有，我又能怎样？我的家庭没办法挽回了，这是事实。父亲不在身边很痛，母亲在身边更痛。只因她是唯一一个让我感到愤怒，恐惧，害怕的女人。真的…我也不知该写什么了，再写我怕我会哭。现在的我应该很容易掉泪，因为现在我一个人在家，没人，正好可以暂时放下面具休息。毕竟我也是一个人，心灵总会有疲倦的时候。不过我不会在任何人面前卸下面具，尤其是她。因为我不能让她看扁，我要证明给她看，我是打不死的蟑螂。

最后祝愿所有人，一定要好好珍惜身边最亲最爱的人，不可以利用他们，欺骗他们，出卖他们，要好好爱他们。因为今世走完了，以后可能永远也碰不见他们了。[对不起我只能放这张图画，因为我连一张全家福也没有。呵，很失败，对吧？]

2.30..还是很闷

刚刚泡完韩片"七音符"，很好看！
故事超级感人，浪漫到掉渣，甜死人不偿命！
那种两颗心紧紧相系，却没办法爱到对方的感觉…啊~~~！
我专门泡爱情片的，哈哈。因为自己没有嘛，空虚-ing~

还有，重点，里头的主角配角个个皆帅哥美女。
所以，大力推荐给大家！

不止，看了电影，觉得男女主角超像俊贤和Florrie！
不信你们自己去看。^^
男的相似度应该有85%，而女的应该有75%。
男的真的太像俊贤了，尤其是笑的时候。
还有，两个唱歌都很好听咯。其他就不清楚了，毕竟没有很熟。
而电影女主角眼睛比较恐怖，但是男人婆的性格一模一样！
不过，还是Florrie比较美啦~
哈哈~ Florrie要是看到了这个，不要杀我。

突然觉得俊贤和Florrie很匹配horr。
好像在看他们两个拍电影那样。
希望他们两个可以幸福咯，就像电影里头那么相爱。哈哈~
还有电影里面那个那个白痴弟弟，真得很欠扁。哈哈~

Ish，真的很像啦。。。><
迟一点得空再告诉他们咯。
空浪漫了一轮，继续发霉去咯~~

点击图片观看全图:

[真得很像对吗？后面那个也很酷噢]

正文

上一篇是写爽的，骂一骂空气也爽。
现在才是正题。

这几天都泡在韩国电影里。
"无赖老师"，"老处女日记"，"大力士麦当那"，"救世主"等等。
不错看~ 可以打发时间。

我发现韩国人演戏，表情特别夸张，说话也特别大声。
还有，演员们无论男女，样貌都很不错哦！
不过，听说韩国人最普遍整容。所以，对他们也不抱有太大的兴趣。
继续泡下一部咯-"姐姐走了"。希望是好看的。

(1小时52分钟后): 这电影不错^^

Alien language

Kn sy dh ckp, XYAH!!
Knpe x paham2?!
Sy ni xblh prcaya ke?!
Klo x prcaya jgn tnye tau!
Dh ckp 1kali, nk sy ulang gi!!
Ko smua ni PEKAK ke?
Ke xpaham BI??

SJ JE NK KECOH~~ HEHE
Jgn pkir byk2 ya...

失眠

已经3.35am了…
一直打瞌睡，可是就是睡不着…
一点也不想动书本…
对着电脑也不知道可以做什么…
只能望着荧幕发呆…
我想应该是压力吧…
这次的考试应该是完蛋的了…

这个夜晚真的很长…
三不五时望去荧幕的右下角…
怎么号码好像不会跳的…

真的很寂寞…

救救我

谁能从魔女的手中把我救出来………
我忍得很痛苦啊………

真的受够了！！

Trivial stuff

Just some trivial stuff to share..
Regarding to W3K..
Went for bossing just now to hunt for some stuff..
Suddenly 2 bosses come together..
And [WE = me + 2 bosses] had a great fight.. XD
1st time killing two boss in 1 shot.. SYOK!

1. During killing

2. Double kill!

p/s: I still got 2 lab report not yet finish!! ZzZzz..

Pain ~~

Zzz.. Leg still very pain.. Just can sit like OKU..

Btw, I've becoming more n more addicted to W3K.. OMG.. That's a very nice game.. but I can't play more due to too many lapsaps to do.. = ="'



And.. I NEED MONEY AAR... any1 got lobang earning $$ please inform.. XD

Joggin @ TTwangsa

Went Titiwangsa for a jog today. 3 people joining include me: SEANG(me), SIANG(m) and SHIANG(f). What a coincidence, all of us having similar name. XD ~

Hmm.. actually not really jogging, as we talk more than run. Anyway, we had a great time enjoying fresh air. (Although it was very HOT)

Only few photos uploaded. Others not for public hahaha~

After that, we had our brunch at OldTown cafe.. ^_^ We wanted to order a breakfast set but the waitress told us that no breakfast set during public holiday?! Wtf is that.. Lastly I ate JawaMee. Haiz~ So expensive laaa!

不知道

我真的不知道……
我到底该怎么做？
我这样做对吗？
这次真的找到了，
还是又一个海市蜃楼？

好不容易从那沼泽爬了出来
也曾告诉自己不能再陷下去
但是，不知不觉又开始下陷了

曾经的我陷得多么深
多么痛苦 多么受伤
但是我竟然又重蹈覆辙了
真该死……

其实这样我也不想的
但是，我就是这样
这就是我，很犯贱吧
我真的不想再受伤了
但是我却控制不了自己
很白痴 对吧？

Zzz...

FUCKING PROGRAMMING!!
FUCKING ASSIGNMENT!!
I SURE FAIL PROGRAMMING THIS SEM!!
WASTE MY WHOLE DAY AND GET NOTHING!!
MCB (*&^%$#*&^%$#$%^&^%$ !!!!

GIVE UP LIAO !!
SIEN ~~~~~~ o0o

Exam DIE

Hohoho... today's exam .. DIE!!!

After that, we (me,coleShin,weiWei,aBun) had our lunch at TBR. I ordered a cup of SeaCoconut aka 海底椰 and PanMee. What I wanna emphasize is the SeaCoconut. It only costs RM1.20 and it is REFILLABLE! Me and LeeWei got 2nd cup for free ^^ Very worth horr...

But that's only for today, due to: 1)less customer 2)raining soon 3)going to close stall ..

Not long after that, rain started to pour down.. and they running like **** Haha.. I couldn't run because I was still holding my SeaCoconut..
= ="'

[TADA! This is the 1.. Btw that's aBun's hand.]

Hah.. Just some trivial stuff.. Going to have a nice and long sleep after suffering for 2 hours. ~_~

Bored till death

Later will be my Power System test + quiz, which means it's time for me to die. I roughly flipped thru the lecture notes just now and I found that I don't even know a single shit about it! Haiz..
Then i planned to read them in detail. However, my revision ended up with these:

and fall asleep..

Argh ~~ So damn bored !!!!

他妈的,真的是差一点!

今天的考试顺利过关,希望一切顺顺利利..

放学后去了银行,回家途中突然听见一声"啪!"吓了我一跳..
一眼望去,原来是坨乌鸦屎! 就在我脚旁边,差一点就中头奖了!
真它妈的(*&^%$#(*&^%$(*&^%$#$%^&* !!!!

这时不禁想起"宫心计"里的其中一个名句:
[ 句句铿锵有力，字字掷地有声 ]
改为: 拉屎铿锵有力，坨坨掷地有声 !

哎,真衰 ~~

小小分享

TA DA!!!!
我小时候的其中一个宝贝：

[前面那本才是主角，后面的只是绿叶罢了。]

我是个爱收集回忆的人。

刚才突然想起，就拿出来看一看。好快呀，这两本贴纸书应该有10年了。记得我小时候，几乎每天会拿出来翻一遍。睡觉前，难过时，都会拿来看看。如今虽然已经泛黄，变得旧了，但是里头蕴藏的记忆，是永远也不会磨灭的。

哈~ 一时兴起，拍了张照片就po上来了。

记得小时候，几乎每个周末早晨都会和家人到市集去逛逛。我一直想买一本贴纸书，但是看了好几次，都没合眼缘的。而有一次，当我第一眼看见它，就喜欢上了，一直到现在。

它应该会陪着我直到永远吧..

again, DIE

Exam mode on again..
It's time for me to die again..

* s i g h ~ *

红色

鲜艳的红色
往往引人注目
而我却不屑一顾
只因华而不实 没内涵
抢尽风头 让我很不舒服

当红色遇上了玫瑰
更是为之嚣张
什么冶艳气质
什么浪漫象征
什么热情澎湃
让人为之倾倒
殊不知
一个不小心就被刺伤了
而红色遇上血液
如今带给人的
是伤害 是痛楚
是先甜后苦的无奈

说实在的
我真的很讨厌红色
越是鲜艳 越觉恶心
越是光鲜亮丽的外表
越是突显邪恶的内在

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OS：今晚无聊过了头，突然
想起某个让我倍觉厌恶的垃
圾，所以借题发挥。不要怀
疑，我正是在映射着某人。
也请闲杂人等切勿对号入座
。谢谢。

Cold ~.~

COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD

.....

.....

Today - cold
My brain - frozen
My eye - hardly open (sleepy)
My nose - *haachoo!*
My mouth - "so cold arr~~"
Sleepy ~_~

.....

.....

P/S: wut'm i tokin' aboutt? shyt ..

COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD . COLD

Untitled

I accidentally saw a picture and I like it a lot..

At 1st, I planned to use that picture as my title

but I didn't choose it at last,

as I found another picture which is more suitable

to be my title.

This is the picture _

过得很好

生活充实没烦恼 ~ ^^

Gogo fighting!!

2mrw exam ehhs... DIE
nervous arhs...
C++ for me is a new thing...
unlike before de C liao..
so many new things also..

ok ba.. continue jyjy liao..
study hard, sleep hard, play hard n pray hard..
muahahaha... XD

该反省了？

回头望一望，我失去了很多东西。
把自己藏在泥土里逃避现实已经很久，
是时候开始想一想自己要的是什么。

3 more years

It's ok,
Just bear with it..
for another 3 years..
And I'm free.
Free from the haunted house,
from being a slay of the Witch.

It's ok,
Just bear with it..
for another 3 years..
And I'm rich.
Rich of freedom..
Rich of happiness..
Rich of peace..

It's ok,
Just bear with it..
for another 3 years..
And I'm a man.
Remove the mask that covered me
for years,
and be myself.
Untie the string on my wrist
and get whatever I wish to,
do whatever I want to.

It's ok,
Just bear with it..
for another 3 years.

It has been a long time

It has been a long time since the last time I was here. Not in the mood of blogging..

Many things had happened, and I have grown up quite a lot..

==> 1stly, I bought a pair of slippers.. I like it a lot ^^

==> 2ndly, I went to court and saw someone that I really do not wish to see..

Time flies..
2 years..

He has more white hair now, and look fatter. Guess he's having a better life now, with his new girlfriend?

When I saw him in front of the court, he tried to call me but I did not give any response. I saw that his tears were almost to burst out at the moment, and it shattered my heart too. Frankly speaking, I do not hate him but don't know why, I just don't wish to see him. I know he wasn't the 1 who cause everything to happen but I just couldn't accept his irresponsibility.

I even thought of giving my new contact num to him but I didn't do so, at last. Yesterday he called my house num, and my sis answered the phone. She scolded him and hung up. Maybe I shall explain everything to my sis somedays later, as she's still blur about what had happened. In fact, the main cause of this issue is the 1 who actually I hate the most, yet I couldn't do anything to her.

It was the first time I entered the court, and I took some pics of it (illegally I guess, coz no one's there and I didn't ask for any permission =X)

==> 3rdly, I went back to ACE to spend my sem-break and that was the first time I ate Nepal food. It was totally a new taste for me. Simple but delicious, this is the characteristic of their food. *Yummy*

But I didn't get to take a photo of the food. ><"'

唉~

那只无情的手
将我推入无底洞
无法再翻生

为什么他要这样做。。。。。

I'm dead

The exam was sooooo damn hard !
Hope that I could pass the exam ~~
I don't wanna repeat for another sem! T___T

...

睡了一整天，还是很想睡觉……
根本没精神读书……
算了，反正都等死……

被遗忘的人

为什么……
他们都不告诉我……
借口，我不知道你不知道……
我被遗弃了……
怎么办……

平时虽然我没帮上多大的忙……
可是为什么要这样对我……

我到底是得罪了你们什么……

一个人多好

好平静的日子，吃饱玩，玩饱睡，睡饱吃……

思绪不再装进任何人……
自己一个人多好……
没有以往的痛苦……

今天很火！！！！

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！！！-- 今天很生气 --！！！！！！
！！！-- ！他妈的 --！！！！！！！
！！！-- 不要脸的母狗 --！！！！！
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为什么你那么爱说谎？

骗子！！

我从来没看过一个人那么爱说谎，却说得很烂的。
你很贱你知道吗？
朋友也骗，姐妹也骗，妈妈也骗，孩子也骗！！！
贱女人~~~ 无可救药！！

活该今天被试穿了，哈哈哈！！！

BIG APPLE !!

Woot.. I ate 7 donuts for celebrating Independence Day XD !!

Big Apple's havin a 52% discount for all donuts wtf ~
This mornin when i reached i saw a loooong loooong queue ~
N i was thinking 2 give up ~
However i decided to stay, cuz the DONUTS are too attractive ~
Can't miss this golden chance ~
N finally i bought a box of 12 with only RM11 !!!

I'm now very full, even burpin also got the donuts' smell ~
Eatin is great pleasure, especially eatin smthg which I like d most !

Yumm yumm ~~~

我梦见...

两年前的回忆又在梦里出现……
那是一个我很不愿打开的箱子……
装着曾经让我心碎满地的回忆……
让我人生大转弯的事情……
让我把彩色的世界抹上黑白色……
把真心当成了虚假……
把“父亲”这两个字从我的字典里永久删除……

我知道这也不是他想要的，但是我还是很恨他……
非常恨……恨之入骨……恨得入心入肺……
恨不得把他千刀万刮……撒得满地尸碎……

不只他，还有他身边的那一只……
狐狸精……我要她死无全尸……永无超生之日……

我今天梦见了……
我竟然用火烧她……很开心……哈哈哈哈！

OS:
没那么严重吧…… 醒醒了喂！
坦白说，虽然我恨他，但我还明白这也不是他造成的……
而那狐狸精，我不予置评……因为我真得很恨她……
抢走了就算了，还那么多小动作……
干扰我们的生活……

事情发生了就无法改变……
只好接受……
我只想宁静的过下去……

卦了啦！

今天考的 Basic Electronics 又再次地完蛋了。
我根本就不知道题目在讲什么咚咚！
睡觉去了，晚安。

决定

决定收起14岁那个回忆, 永远不再提起!

那是一个错误, 让我哭了好几天的错误...

真替你感到高兴

先来几句客套话：
嘿朋友，不错嘛有那么棒的他和你传绯闻……
很开心你找到了个这么好的，要好好珍惜哦……
别担心你们很配啦……
我会全力支持你的！

再来OS几句心底话：
你应该不会来到这里吧……
相信你也不可能会看到这吧……
这几天一直听你提起他，心确实有点酸酸的啦……
可能是我从中二就开始注意你了吧……
中学时期我只注意过三个女生, 你是其中一个哦 ......
只是你不知道……
因为我就那么的不起眼……
不过我有自知之明的啦……哈哈……
他4.0，190，超级帅哥，有钱，人品应该也不错……
女生的白马王子哦……
而我什么都没有, 什么都不是 ......
要是真的一起了，记得第一个告诉我啦……
希望拍拖了不要忘了告诉我你们的浪漫史哦......
哈哈,不想写了啦, 读书去了...... 明天考试 ......
祝你幸福 ...... ^^

那是个美丽的邂逅

2008年5月11-14日，偶像剧般美丽的邂逅竟然发生在我身上……

虽然结局是不欢而散，可是它还是一个美丽的回忆。
我体会到了偶然得到的幸福……
经历了既危险刺激又甜到爆炸的幸福……
尝到了突然蒸发掉了的幸福……
记忆是多么的深刻，感觉是多么的浓烈，久久不能退去。

可是，因为我的懦弱，它就这样结束了……
自那晚起，我再也没看见那个人了……

我很爱收集回忆,也时常打开来回温...
祝我们彼此能找到各自的幸福...

戴爱玲 - 空港

装修一番后，重新来过

久违了，经过一番装潢，我又回到这里……
以往的记忆存在另一边，暂时封了起来……